I REALLY want a job! (that comes with a pay check!)

I really really really want a job!!!

 

I am afraid I will be extremely sad and heartbroken if I hear another time that I didn't get a job....

Its a real blow to my career confidence. And I have said this before but I the lack of a job really effects my self worth.   I know it shouldn't!!! But it does. It is hard to hear that they "have decided to go with another candidate"!! 

Plus there are things I really want to do, but they require a little larger income than what I have! Mondays are tough days, everyone marches off to work. And I feel down that I am not at work.  

I know there are people who are MUCH worse off than I am. And I am grateful for what I have. Sometimes I just wish I had more!